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Senin, 29 Januari 2024

Giving Up Social Media: Should I?

The year was 2021. In a world buzzing with tweets, snaps, and endless scrolling, I found myself at a crossroads. The question that lingered in my mind was as simple as it was complex: should I give up social media?

The idea had been bouncing around my head for weeks. The constant notifications, the pressure to post the perfect picture, the mindless scrolling that seemed to steal hours from my day – it all felt like a whirlwind I couldn't escape. But could I really disconnect from the virtual world that had become an integral part of my daily life?

One evening, fueled by frustration, I decided to embark on a social media detox. No more refreshing timelines, no more endless stories, just a break from the digital cacophony. As I deleted apps from my phone, a strange mix of liberation and anxiety washed over me. What if I missed out on important updates or exciting news? Would my friends forget about me if I wasn't constantly present in their online lives?

Days turned into weeks, and the initial discomfort began to fade. Instead of reaching for my phone during idle moments, I picked up a book I'd been neglecting or went for a walk without the constant urge to document it for my followers. Surprisingly, the quiet moments without the constant buzz of notifications became a refuge, allowing me to reconnect with the tangible world around me.

Yet, doubts lingered. Was I losing touch with the pulse of society? Were friendships fading away without the virtual threads tying us together? It was a paradox – the very platforms designed to connect us had left me questioning the authenticity of those connections.

As the weeks turned into a month, the fog began to lift. I realized the value of genuine, face-to-face interactions. The laughter that wasn't interrupted by the need to capture the perfect Instagram-worthy moment became more profound. Conversations regained depth without the constraints of character limits.

However, there was a void. The updates from distant friends, the instant access to global news – these were undeniable perks of the social media era. It wasn't a black-and-white decision, and I grappled with the shades of gray.

In the end, I found a compromise. Instead of a complete abandonment, I opted for a mindful re-engagement. I reinstalled a few select apps, unfollowed the noise, and cultivated a curated online space that added value rather than cluttered my mind. The detox had given me the perspective needed to navigate the digital landscape on my own terms.

Giving up social media wasn't a cure-all, but it was a reset button. It allowed me to reclaim my time, nurture genuine connections, and savor the moments without the pressure to document them. In this journey, I discovered that balance was the key – a lesson that transcended both the virtual and physical realms.

Jumat, 01 Oktober 2021

Longest Longing

She is smart
She is cheerful
She is adorable
She always curious
She always laughs
Then,
She feels sad
She feel jealous
She feels angry

She loves books
She loves playing outside
She loves being on the spotlight
Then,
She get bored
She feels not good enough
She wants to run
She wants to go

She is the little me I long to see.

Rabu, 29 September 2021

What's on My Mind Right Now?

I am not sure about what is exactly going on my mind right now. Because everything is mixed up. Everything is there. It's like an airport on a pre-pandemic peak holiday season. Crowded and busy and stuffed and chaotic.

If my mind was a cabinet, it definitely not sparking any joy. Marie Kondo would have had busy time in there.

Jumat, 04 Mei 2018

Goodbye Felicia

Woken up to empty side against the morning sun
as she feels the wind of May blowing through the window she forgot to close last night.
A glass of beer from yesterday, if not days ago, still on the table beside her bed.
No wonder you keep telling her lazy and slouchy.
Grabs her phone.
Still no text, no call.
Maybe this time she really have to give up.
Move out and move on.

No tears left to cry.
She already dried it out since 3 days ago.
Her chest is full with words she wants to yell to you.
and a plan to do any violence act to you, if possible.

How she hates being a hopeless romantic,
if she never fit in a love story.
How she hates being locked away without a proper goodbye.
But hey, it's written in her name anyway.
Felicia, the girl everyone says goodbye to.
How she hates making a new start,
when she is not even sure if she has reached the ending.

Felicia got packs of cigarette now, all for her own
no longer need your smoke to choke her up.
You make a call at 3 A.M just to make sure she knows you still awake.
Guess what?
She doesn't care anymore.

Selasa, 06 Februari 2018

Remembering February

She has a story
of the month, February
She has a memory
every time she remembers,
she feels sorry

For the love that turned into anger and fight ,
the laugh that turned into tears and cries,
the trust that turned into pain and scars

The month of love, they say
but she lost one that day
The mistake she never meant to make
the risk she never ready to take

Days go by
People change
Everything change
But her memory of February remains the same

Selasa, 30 Januari 2018

Past

How can't I not think about the past,
if all I want to forget
is still settling
safe and sound in my subconscious
creeps into sweet nightmares
every night in my sleep?

How can't I not look to the past ,
where everything I long to be stuck in there?
The love, the laugh,
the joy, the glory.

How can't I not go to the past ,
where it's the only place I can go
when there is nobody,
as I wake up in the middle of the night
feeling sad , lonely , and desperately need somebody to talk to?

How can't I not reach the past ,
where it's the only place I can reach
when everyone here and now
is so close yet so far away
that everything I have,
my eyes, my hands, my voice,
are not enough even just to touch them ?

Jumat, 17 Februari 2017

A Stranger on the Valentine's Eve


It was the day before valentine,
when someone knocked my door
An unfamiliar face,
I've never seen before

By the morning,
we talked on the rooftop where I used to sit alone
By the noon,
We walked the street around town
We got closer as the sun went down

By the end of the night,
He asked me to stay but I said goodbye
Without knowing if someday we will have another "Hi"
Then I know I already missed him as we took our separated way
 

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